Why it have to be so hard? Dear god, please be nice to me. I want to forget him as if he's never been in my life. I want to stop all this kind of feeling. I ain't sure wether time gonna heals everything easily or not.
Keep on telling myself that this matter won't be long. My heart often said this "If you've fallen down, today is the day you can wake up and try again." But I'm just wondering if I'm strong enough to face the reality that he's not mine anymore. Being with him is the only thing that can make me smile in my bad day. How can I forget someone who's giving me a really big impact in my life? Someone please tell me!
Thinking of him is hard to stop, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept. But trust me with all the hurts that I've felt, letting go is the most painful for me.Try to be me for once, and then please tell me how does it feel.
I still remember the time when you told me that you can't stand seeing me sad, so when you hurt me and I'm crying did you close your eyes? You did close your eyes maybe. Telling me that you're different even the real fact is?
Everyone keep on telling me to move on. Someone please step forward and tell me how to move on!
That's all for now. xoxo.
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